haud desiderium.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

@3:56 PM

Man. I really hate school. Other than the fact that it is boring, there are people in my class who are basically, pissing me off. But I'm not going to waste my post talking about them. Simply, there's this one person who is talking about girls like they are sluts. >=(

So anyway, it's been quite a long time since I last posted. School is starting to get busy. But I dislike talking about school, since its boring and there's nothing much to say. I won't be posting regularly too, since school has officially started.

Let's talk about myself. (See, I so self-centered.) Anyway, I realise that I really have many personalities. That's not right. Not at all. I mean, I have like mood swings. No kidding. It's not funny, by the way. (Most of the time.) Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes sad, sometimes angry, sometimes cold. Which isn't very healthy, IMO. But I really like it when I'm happy. But I'm only happy ever so rarely, whereas I'm sad most of the time. I only like myself when I'm happy, which means that I don't like myself most of the time. So I'm suicidal a lot of the time. Which is not good. Not good at all. =(

Anyway, one of these days, I'm going to find a grassy spot where I can lie down and just while my time away, staring at the clouds. But that's going to be hard. Singapore has got way too many high-rise buildings. =(

LOL of the day: One thing that you cannot lose by losing it is your temper. (This is from Anger Management, by the way. Just so I don't get sued.)

{♥} by the seaside