haud desiderium.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

@12:32 PM

Hehe. I'm blogging two days in a row! Because I'm bored.

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Oh all right. I'm lying. I'm slightly affected.

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Fine fine. Affected a lot.

Its really stupid anyway. Let me explain. Mainly why I'm always so troubled and stuff, is because of myself.

Because: 1. I always think too much
2. I can't trust people enough
3. I um... ... nothing.

So anyway, its these two reasons. It always starts like this. Firstly, there's something which makes me slightly affected. Then, I'll start thinking too much, which basically worsens my troubles. Then I'll become really emo and suicidal and stuff. Which sucks.

Its not like I want to think too much. (Who does?) But it hurts. Self-inflicted pain. BAHHH. I wish there is some way to prevent such from happening. Then I'll be happy. =)

Maybe it will help if I stop thinking and talking about it. So change topic! =D

So, yesterday I went out. Met the Dhoby Ghaut people by coincidence. So cool lah. I think coincidences are super damn cool. Maybe should have went LAN with them instead and pang seh the others. Hahaha. So anyway, walked around a lot. Cos communication was kind of screwed up. So yah. Hahahaha. Ate lunch (BK rocks!), then went to watch Balls of Fury. But then, tickets were sold out. -_- Like so disappointing lah. So we watched Mr Woodcock instead. I didn't think it would be that funny since it was slapstick humour, but was still quite funny nevertheless.

Nothing else interesting I guess. So shall end off here.

Found another song that I like! How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty

{♥} by the seaside